The Chance

Lately I have been through a phase where I really felt that emotional burden haunting me. It was just that time for me to think and ponder on the things that are happening in my life. It was a really difficult time for me, but I am trying to feel good and be better. 

So enough of the past, I just want to share my thoughts regarding a question that had struck me yesterday. It was during my IT lab. My lab instructor gave us a set of questions and we have to answer it truthfully. There was this one question that caught my attention. The question goes like this...

"If you were given the chance, what chance would that be and why?" 

I thought that what my instructor was asking was absurd because I did not got her when she asked the question for the first time, but when she repeated the question it was time for me to get serious and think of a viable answer. It took me a while to think of an answer to the question. Since my instructor only asked me to write one answer in the paper, I only wrote one, but since I am writing here in my blog, I will write all of those chances that I want to have and why. 

First. To have a chance to travel around the world. 

I really want to travel around the world. If I were given the chance to travel around the world I will grab the opportunity. It was my childhood dream to travel around the world. I remember, when I was still young, when my classmates go abroad for vacation, I feel jealous because I did not have the chance to go abroad and spend my vacation there. So, if were given the chance to travel around the world, I will gladly accept it and I will bring my camera and take pictures of those wonderful places and for those pictures to serve as proof that I had been to that place. 

Second. To have a chance to visit the past. 

Yes, I know that this is a cliche. Visiting the past and changing it, but for me, I would just want to go to the past and relive those happy memories when all I do is smile and not have a knowledge of what pain is emotionally. I want to see what made me into the person that I am today and I want to see how happy I was then when receiving a kiss from my parents and cousins. I want to go to the past when my grandfather was still alive and those times that we used to spend every afternoon together playing. I want to know what happened to my childhood friends and where are they now. There are so many things in the past that I want to revisit and if I were given that chance then I will happily accept it. 

Third. To have a choice and won't regret it. 

Choosing between things is hard and sometimes we must bear with the consequences. If I were given the chance to choose and do not regret what I choose, then it will be totally awesome. Every choice we make is like a pain in the ass. Yes, it is really hard especially when the choices are really good. I want to have this chance simply because lately I have been having a dilemma over these choices. I had made my choice and now I am regretting why did I choose this kind of thing. I will not elaborate more on this because it makes me sad. 

Fourth. To make a change.

For me, making a change and an impact on the world is what a person must do. I want to make or start or stir a change for a person, for the community, for the country and even for myself. I want to make an impact to someone's life and hope that it will be for the better. It will be pleasure for me if I could change a person or help change a person to be better not only for himself but also for others. 

Fifth. To love and be love.

This is so ideal. They say that love is the best feeling that you could give and that you could receive. Well it is still a mystery and I still have to find out if it is true. If I were given the chance to feel it and to give it to another person then I think it will be the time for me to think if what they say is true or not. I will not and I cannot elaborate more on this topic simply because I am sensitive to this kind of topic. It is for me to know and for you yo find out hahaha! 

Lastly. To have the chance to have all these chances.

This is self explanatory. It is simple, if I cannot get the chances to have these chances then all of the things that I wrote here will not come true and I cannot fulfill what I want to do. So if I will be given the chance to have all these chances then it will be truly cool, awesome and amazing! :)